Mary · Ann

Yeah that was a time that really sucked for me.. I just felt like I stood for nothing and I was making a lot of horrible decisions and to top it all off, I was turning streetlights off.

So heres a story for you, I've always been a person that turns streetlights on..you know how when you pass a streetlight thats off and right when you pass it, it flickers on or when you pass one thats on it shuts off? I've always believed if you turn them on your full of positive energy and in general a positive and decent person with a lot of good karma etc etc, and if you turned them off, well completely the opposite. I know its kind of silly but it always made me smile when I would pass a streetlight and turn them on. It was during that time in my life that..I started to notice that I was turning them off..constantly..

Cut to today and I've pretty much had the garage sale and yes I did wear an oversized hat and now I've started to turn the streetlights back on. I kind of just have one more thing to take care of..but it takes the participation and conversation of another person who I haven't talked to in a while and who I get the feeling doesn't really want to talk to me..but if it doesn't happen, I just have to let it go.. c'est la vie right?

Life is good, things are looking up and as always, I love my friends, I love my husband and I love my family...and the streetlights.

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