Mary · Ann

Last night I was about to drift off to sleep, just winding down the day in my head, pondering things that have been going on lately. I just cant get out of this mood.. I want to be alone all the time. I feel like .. a hermit. I've just been perfectly content to sit in my apartment and play with pancakes, or spend some quiet moments with alex. When I have ventured out to try and re-introduce myself to the world around me, I start to yearn for home.

I'm sure its just a phase..maybe I need more iron or protein..

maybe I should listen to that audio CD of a john c maxwell book my dad burned for me...

Maybe I feel this way for a reason and I should just accept the good quiet non busy alone time. Just soak it in..it surely wont be available forever.

I guess I should just be content to slow down and be still.

Also Early voting is happening, I went ahead and did it today, my polling place is a little out of the way from where I currently live. Its going on until the 29th so beat the rush! I was in and out in 5 minutes.